/wwoym/ write what's on your mind

[Anonymous No.23355759]

ç'est sordide comment la vie continue edition

previous >>23352785

[Anonymous No.23355772]

>degenerate french edition
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eKtZf62BQzM

[Anonymous No.23355786]

>>23355759
My grandpa died today. He was 100 years old.

[Anonymous No.23355797]

First time on this thread, I dread.

On my now inhospitable room, of which there's not much beyond a broom, my dear troon. A gente breeze comes to towers, the flowers that are outside my deepest imagination, as for that creation, of the yosodic and malkutian realms. Ah, but Eros, that terrors, of being a virginal male, meanwhile the world runs on sinful orgies or desire and glutonny of the flesh. But who am I to judge, if I have been commited also to a world of pattetic imitation of the world.
My brown dog, with brown pupils, like honey, my dear honey, for which I will give all my money. Look at me with desire to eat, but I have no money. But his toddler cries bother my soul, my heart, my mind.
There's nothing else to do, except admire the idiocy of this website, which I decry.
My dear chud.

[Anonymous No.23355803]

As degenerate as leftists might be, I never had a leftist try to convince me that being a slave is a good thing.

Fuck rightwingers. Bunch of awful fucked up Satan babies.

[Anonymous No.23355817]

>>23355772
scott walker must have had the weirdest career in all of popular music

[Anonymous No.23355819]

Heterosexuality = leftist filth, degeneration
Homosexuality = right-wing purity, strength, beauty

[Anonymous No.23355821]

>Starts being impressed by rethoric tricks
>Admire joyce autism
>Now I have realized musicality and flow are the true marks of a genius, not trickery of a buffon sophist
Rhyme, clearly, is a more noble pursuit than hyperbatons.

[Anonymous No.23355833]

>>23355759
I just find it so deliciously ironic that the Liberals were the ones who eagerly invented a world ending weapon.

[Anonymous No.23355845]

>>23355759
Many don’t know this, but Nick Fuentus’ is an IVF test tube baby. He was literally made in a lab to call out the Jews.

He hates the gym, hates people, eats burgers, and never sleeps. If he could, he would sacrifice his embodied Life and dematerialise into pure antisemitism to floats across the Internet. He is a 5th dimensional entity; more of a meme than a man - catholic incel super noticer made in a test tube.

Some men max out on their meme polarity and become something else. Tate is also like this - Loudmouth Muslim Onlyfans Pimp who gets richer every time you get mad at him - even if you get Tate in prison he keeps makes money.

Your only way to fight him is to try block him out of your mind - you literally need to study Buddhism to defeat him.

This is how memes work, they are like quicksand, the more you roar and try strangle the meme the more it wraps itself around you. The Jews have legislated the most powerful state in the world to ban noticing.

Somehow the richest man on earth decides this was too far and lets the literal spectre of noticing out from his shackles. I don’t want to sound too dramatic, as they’ll probably criminalise every word he ever said and legally oblige Elon to ban him again in a few weeks.

But I have to admit Elon is a man of fine memetic taste who understands timing. All that being said I’m more worried for the e-girls than Israel.

[Anonymous No.23355852]

FUCKIN SNEED

[Anonymous No.23355858]

>>23355845
The timing of this is peculiar. Musk has ignored the requests to reinstate Nick’s account for years. He clearly is smart enough to know exactly who Nick is & what he speaks about.

Why would Musk suddenly decide to do this now? A day after this antisemitism bill was approved by the House?

My gut tells me Musk is probably spooked by the legislation, and he wants to platform one of the most vocal opponents to the Jewish lobby in America in the hopes that he’ll fight it.

Musk is well aware of how powerful Jews abuse their power — see his “You have said the actual truth” tweet, his tweets last summer about banning the ADL from X, or his “go fuck yourself” comment to Bob Iger. He knows what’s up, they’ve tried destroying his company.

[Anonymous No.23355859]

>>23355817
idk joe meek is kicking around at the same time and a lot of the era was too weird to live
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ikjmz_SlGhg

[Anonymous No.23355860]

>>23355759
I have a sinking feeling as I delve into philosophy that the language that describes experience and concepts is logically consistent with language that only describes itself. Useful and interesting ideas have these odd vestigial appendages that are simply word games and make the concepts unwieldy.

[Anonymous No.23355905]

Hemingway fucking sucks desu

[Anonymous No.23355935]

attention all heterosexual men.
the h*m*sexual sickness is deeply embedded in our society.
until we root it out, we are all faggots...
if you read anything written by a homosexual -- you are a faggot.
if you admire any art created by a homosexual -- you are a faggot.
if you use any invention created by a homosexual -- you are a faggot.
if you subscribe to any philosophy invented by a homosexual -- my boy, you are definitely a god damn faggot.
let us now eliminate the following things from our culture.
burn the mona lisa. destroy the sistine chapel. eradicate the dialogues of plato. destroy the computer science papers of turing. expunge from the records everything in recorded history involving the vile anal sin.

[Anonymous No.23355938]

>>23355935
The more men fucking other men, the better.
There aren't enough women to go around.

[Anonymous No.23355939]

>>23355935
>attention all heterosexual men.
Wrong board, off topic

[Anonymous No.23355941]

>>23355905
I wondered what was the fuzz about hemingway, and I was curious to see why he was popular.
His style was simple and direct and to the point where I could enjoy it because it was like a flow of simplicity that appealed to my soul.
The average prose of the average person, free from rhetoric tricks or buffoon sophism.
I think I feel I may learn to enjoy it, after all, isn't he closer to being the poet of the average layman vernacular that all those old dead writers?

[Anonymous No.23355950]

>>23355941
it's not the prose I dislike, it's the content.

[Anonymous No.23355952]

>>23355950
what's the issue?

[Anonymous No.23355975]

Hemingway is boring AF.
He probably got famous because of his looks and little else.

[Anonymous No.23355990]

>>23355952
I just read the snows of mount kilimanjaro and was rolling my eyes a lot. it's just about a drunk rich guy who fucks a lot and reminisces about his 'most interesting man in the world' life without any hint of self awareness or philosophy. I see too much vanity in Hemingway. he is a vain pseud who appeals to lead poisoned boomers who don't know what being a man is really about and die of prostate cancer brought on by the repressed stress of paying child support and alimony for people who don't love them. he isn't wise.

[Anonymous No.23356004]

>>23355990
>it's just about a drunk rich guy who fucks a lot and reminisces about his 'most interesting man in the world' life without any hint of self awareness or philosophy

Now I remember why I hated reading him so much.
Not interested in reading about some privileged assholes life.

There's no sovl without some suffering.

[Anonymous No.23356006]

Struggling with someone I know because he has the mind of a child and is 40 years old. The dude ends up saying obvious things, changing the topic to how I'm feeling or trying to say some ignorant thing he thinks he has a grasp on for instance computers.

[Anonymous No.23356010]

>>23355860
Get on the mystics and zen
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eDarRiEZlVY

[Anonymous No.23356019]

>>23356006
Nah kids will talk to you about dinosaurs and cartoons and be incredulous of your ignorance. You're just taking to a 40 y/o

[Anonymous No.23356028]

>>23355860
you have a sinking feeling of indoctrination. even if this were true, don't you see that if you hold language as a fundamental category to the universe itself then in turn it describing itself, describes the universe. in the beginning was the Word.

[Anonymous No.23356034]

My dating standards are way too high, apparently.

[Anonymous No.23356039]

>>23356004
also the reason Dosto mogs Tolstoy

[Anonymous No.23356047]

Friend of mine out in the country told me about his friend a woman who will buy wild hogs for 40 bucks each, they process them and sell them for BBQ and such.

I didn't even ask, man just offered as he had heard in the community that I was saving up to hunt hogs. Have developed a reputation and receive honor and respect as I give it as well.

[Anonymous No.23356052]

>>23356047

I don't know if I'm gonna take the offer really, have a job already.

Am not sure how much longer I will survive under the zionist authorities.

Am going home to see my Lord one day, so am just focused on God and Jesus.

[Anonymous No.23356059]

Methadone dose is kicking in and I am feeling good; life is a gift and God is great :)

>>23355738
sad :(

[Anonymous No.23356069]

I had raw tuna & kimchi for dinner with Perrier
we’re so back

[Anonymous No.23356068]

>>23356059
It's okay I got a chocolate bar and a blanket

[Anonymous No.23356072]

>>23356068
comfy! glad to hear the good news

[Anonymous No.23356077]

I won't be working this job a year from now, because either I'll find something better or I will become a mountain hermit (and die within a week).

[Anonymous No.23356081]

I never have a bad day because I start my day with music like this, come join me in reveling in the delight of Brahms' op. 52:

https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=Fzc_B2nYZXI&si=dzxTqlpiyKcSmaWO

[Anonymous No.23356094]

Rate my styles of prose.

1) Eh tu brutus, on the concomitant realization that the anons of this website, iliterate as they are, seekers as they were, of the secrets of the word and the craft of writing, will be unable to create a legacy of their own in their passionate hobby.

2) For that reason, my treason, of my bison, I must, I must, I must and should, because I could, to try to generate these prosodies of rythm, because as a hythm. Towards the declaration of that nation of anglo muttification, I generate that creation that will destroy the world.

3) Literacy of, my dearest peach -in congruent exercises -of technique- that I read- of the peachestestestestest niggarly stoleinmancos those dancos. Upmost the most. Alliterations race final of creation. My pearest summonation.

4) Which clearly proves the fact, that I have been unable to generate a masterpiece yet. Of which I used to pretend there was a hardcore issue, which I see on my window far beyond my reach. A green tree, a dark bush, a blue sky, a red patch of sentences, without meaning.

5) That's why. I need to. Keep Trying. And Trying. Because I can't improve. Without an attempt to craft more styles. Because I need to master more styles. Why?. Not sure. But I enjoy doing this.

6) naisu, my dear pikachu, doki doki my kokoro. xD :3 I must, jejejeje, he must thought, that I didn't try my bestiest testiest. My darling. Because I tried so hard, my bestiest peachiest. :3

7) Because yeah nigga, I must nigga, like you know what I mean nigga, to try and try, and you know nigga, I must walk the talk, because I have to do some battle rthymes, so you can be fine, nigga. That's why I need to get gud, nigguh.

[Anonymous No.23356100]

>>23356094
6 is the only tolerable one

[Anonymous No.23356115]

In many ways, they'll miss the good old days
Someday
Someday
Yeah, it hurts to say, but I want you to stay
Sometimes
Sometimes
When we was young, oh man, did we have fun
Always
Always

[Anonymous No.23356138]

I want to be done with him. I do not want this tention. I am so tired. Finally I can relax a little. I don't want this, but I don't believe he is lying. It's the right thing to do but for some reason I am very tired of it. I've been stretched thin, but all things considered I am ok. It's just it went further than I meant for it to,I meant to stop but it goes on. I want him to go. I do believe he is an honorable person, though I wonder why he is so unbalanced about the divide. He is trained though, and I know this of course, and it's possible I'm getting cheated, and so on, but that is what I believe.

[Anonymous No.23356141]

>>23356094
0) nothing, stfu

[Anonymous No.23356151]

>>23356138
Damn, hope you manage to free yourself and do what's best for you.

>>23356094
A little tryhard but enjoyable.

[Anonymous No.23356156]

singing "I'm tryna', tryna', tryna' get based" to myself over and over

[Anonymous No.23356163]

I’ve been avoiding seeing a doctor to get some pretty significant medical diagnoses because I don’t want to miss conscription in case there’s a big war.

[Anonymous No.23356164]

>>23356138
he is having fun with her and doesn't even think of you, schizo.

[Anonymous No.23356175]

>>23356163
They'll flunk you on the medical anyway, you're just making it a longer wait to be filed into an auxiliary role

[Anonymous No.23356187]

See, this is why sexual liberalism is fucked.
Look at this >>23356138 girl. She's ruined. She'll have tens of decent guys orbiting her and she might even decide to date some, but till the day she dies she will keep remembering this one guy with the dick who touched her special place.
Avoid ruined girls like her.
You cannot fix her.

[Anonymous No.23356204]

look at this >>23356187
how lost can you be. he posts about it every other thread.

[Anonymous No.23356279]

>>23354704
Me again. I have decided to deepen my knowledge of the French Revolution, until I can say I am an expert on the topic.

>>23354805
May your mother have a long, healthy and happy life

[Anonymous No.23356286]

>>23356204
I'm right though.
You got played and now you'll never ever be happy.

[Anonymous No.23356288]

>>23356187
Complicated love predates "sexual liberalism", little zoomer. Read a book.

[Anonymous No.23356317]

I'm not interested in any subject. I wonder how other people find one.

[Anonymous No.23356382]

I think the modern world readily induces psychosis or some form of vague attacks on ones mental health. It's not just because we have less imminent problems and more time on our hands but the nature of new problems is almost always invisible to us. It's not enough to go into a grocery store and see a cut of meat and buy it if it looks good but now you have an inner thought process (if you have awareness of it) of whether the meat is from grass fed or if it's grain fed or if it's grown on an industrial farm or if the animal was treated with antibiotics or hormones and it's the same with many things that we buy where the origin and process of making it is many steps removed. And nobody even knows how many of these problems will affect us long term or how they might be affecting us and nobody will take responsibility for it until it gets extremely obvious there is a pattern. Most people work in such a way where they never see the end point of their product. I will probably never witness the catastrophes they report on the news and only experience the ripples of their effects (increased prices). The more we move away from conventional reality and the experiencing of reality the more insane people become.

[Anonymous No.23356419]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LHZaAjc_43M

[Anonymous No.23356444]

>>23356175
I don’t think they would flunk me

[Anonymous No.23356446]

What’s a cool career or business? When I was in college, I thought investment banking and finance was a cool career and then when I graduated I met investment bankers and realized it was pretty damn lame.

[Anonymous No.23356478]

>>23355759
I just bought Spengler's book.
What am I in for?

[Anonymous No.23356482]

>>23356279
what a class act

[Anonymous No.23356486]

>>23355759
Just bought Spengler's book. Wat am I in for?

[Anonymous No.23356488]

coming right from london representing united kingdom

[Anonymous No.23356504]

>>23356488
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RYxo8HwXDPU

[Anonymous No.23356530]

I had a dream that I was in the (I think) house in Germany we lived in when I was 3 (but I was my age now), then when I opened the front door it was the rainy Oxford street outside my dorms when I was at university. There was an old Simpsons new years episode on telly. I had a small sarcastic argument with my mum. It made me think about the illusion of time, 1 year when you're a kid is like 10, when we first learnt days of the week at preschool I got it misconstrued that people only lived seven days and I was on Wednesday.

[Anonymous No.23356541]

>>23356504
original jungle beat
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xvczb5uFW4c

[Anonymous No.23356547]

>>23356019
You really have no clue how dumb this mother fucker is honestly though. Nice try.

[Anonymous No.23356548]

>>23356486
A pretty mindblowing book desu

[Anonymous No.23356563]

Learning history makes you aware that literally everyone in the past who was successful and notable in anyway was evil.

Human history is literally a history of people robbing or abusing each other at gunpoint. Every single empire was the result of lots of intentional bloodshed. Every rich guy obtained and retained his wealth through violence.

All of this makes me wonder, what place is there for good? If everyone of note is doing evil, then what place is there for good morally upstanding people? To be the slaves of the evil ones?

[Anonymous No.23356603]

>>23356563
Robert Graves once said something like we need a few good people around to stop the land slipping into the ocean.

[Anonymous No.23356614]

>>23355759
rolling for whether i jack off tonight
1-3 jerk off to amateur porn
4-6 jerk off to reddit
7-0 no jerk off

[Anonymous No.23356624]

Im not comfortable of sexual side.

[Anonymous No.23356641]

>>23355759
I'm so retarded

If i tell myself not to jack off, i feel like jacking off

If i tell myself i should jack off, i don't feel like jacking off

[Anonymous No.23356663]

>>23356641
the only thing retarded about u is ur mindset. just don't think about masturbation period then you won't jack off.
also humans need a certain amount of dopamine. If you have an addiction then that means you're not acquiring that dopamine through the normal avenues e.g. hanging with friends, exercising, doing something challenging, and the list goes on. I doubt that all of these will apply to you, but the point is to use the energy you have from not fapping on something to keep your mind occupied.

[Anonymous No.23356694]

>>23356563
The most successful and notable person in history is also the most good person in history.

[Anonymous No.23356706]

>>23356541
ORIGINAL jungle beat
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jjRw9X2Hxro

[Anonymous No.23356716]

>"Someone likes you! Swipe to find out who!"
>open app
>first profile displayed: tranny (shrek-type)
>swipe left
>"You missed a match!"
>two days pass
>"Someone likes you! Swipe to find out who!"
>open app
>first profile displayed: tranny (shrek-type)
>swipe left
>"You missed a match!"
>two days pass
>"Someone likes you! Swipe to find out who!"
>open app
>first profile displayed: tranny (shrek-type)
>swipe left
>"You missed a match!"
>two days pass
>"Someone likes you! Swipe to find out who!"
>open app
>first profile displayed: tranny (shrek-type)
>swipe left
>"You missed a match!"
>two days pass
>"Someone likes you! Swipe to find out who!"
>open app
>first profile displayed: tranny (shrek-type)
>swipe left
>"You missed a match!"
>two days pass

[Anonymous No.23356724]

I'm a Tolstoy guy... and she's a Dostoevsky girl...

[Anonymous No.23356725]

>>23356716
Don't worry.

[Anonymous No.23356735]

very gloomy day today, extremely ominous vibes in the air

[Anonymous No.23356736]

>>23356735
watch out for falling pianos

[Anonymous No.23356754]

>>23356735
It's coming...!

[Anonymous No.23356826]

>>23356716
Funny how a board full of skeptics that calls everything a conspiracy would actually use dating apps.
Dating apps are a scam.

[Anonymous No.23356830]

>>23356694

Yeah, consider this: Christianity didn't spread peacefully either.

[Anonymous No.23356878]

Oh, that's why she's calling me "hentai." Makes sense now.

[Anonymous No.23356902]

Regards to people who arent soul-parasites.

I remember the abundance of true channers.

I have seen what my world has endured.

Dare I say that parasites from now on only suck each others souls to death

[Anonymous No.23356910]

i finished all my classes for the semester now i have like a week off idk what to do with myself

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LHUEgRVqewU

[Anonymous No.23356920]

Fell in love with another woman weeks before my wedding to another. Freshly married and I already feel that it is a prison.

[Anonymous No.23356964]

The company I work for shipped me over to Croatia for business shit.

And since it was so far away I was enabled a flexible ticket home, so I’m travelling across Europe. Pretty cool. I’ve seen some very amazing things.

Yet, I cannot shake the indescribable melancholia that comes from travelling alone. You see so many couples, you feel like a tourist yet you don’t want to be, you visit the holy sites of your faith that have been utterly reduced to a cheap photo spot or worse, they charge you entry just to enter a fucking chapel.

There’s a lot of things about it that I really just hate, and a lot of it is lonely, I walked into a bar area and walked straight back out because the very thought of just sitting there alone drinking was horrible to me, even if in the off-chance I would strike up a conversation with someone.
So there’s good and bad to it, in the end I just need to take it in stride and do what makes me feel content or what I want, but its only been 2 weeks and I’m homesick, yet I know once I get back I’ll be thinking “I should have enjoyed myself more”.

The mind is a fucking bastard of a thing, it’s never actually happy. Or maybe that’s just my clinical depression at work.

[Anonymous No.23356985]

Wish i was painting instead of doing stupid reading and writing asignments

[Anonymous No.23356991]

Another day gone by, still no gf

[Anonymous No.23356995]

>>23356991
Why do you dislike freedom?

[Anonymous No.23357002]

Drakebros we lost. He can't fire back

[Anonymous No.23357003]

>>23356985
what sort of things do you paint?

[Anonymous No.23357015]

>>23357002
I don't understand how zoomers are listening to these songs. They're so boring.

[Anonymous No.23357016]

>>23356995
Freedom is a lie sold to us by modernity

[Anonymous No.23357021]

>>23356995
Freedom is gay

[Anonymous No.23357030]

>>23357002
Brother it’s two gay niggas fighting over gay ass shit.

Both diss tracks if you really take a step back are some of the gayest gossip girl Atlanta housewives type shit in rap ever.

[Anonymous No.23357054]

Guys I'm just gonna say it.
Zendaya is a 4/10.

[Anonymous No.23357057]

>>23357054
t. 2/10 incel

[Anonymous No.23357116]

>>23357003
Portraits
Qt girls
Still lives

[Anonymous No.23357127]

I have this desire to sit next to a smoking girl, take the cigarette out of her hand and as she angrily turns her face towards me I press it against my chest and watch her now coy and cheered up face
turn rosy red; and how she would flusteredly grab closer to me despite me doing all of that.
I know its a fanciful fantasy but I can't shrug it off.

[Anonymous No.23357156]

>>23357127
That's really gay

[Anonymous No.23357162]

Punched myself in the face about 30 times.

[Anonymous No.23357171]

>>23357015
it's just big me
nigga

[Anonymous No.23357184]

>>23356563
How was Augustus Caesar evil?

>>23356694
True.

[Anonymous No.23357243]

I’m in danger of becoming a townie

[Anonymous No.23357266]

I desperately wish I could get a do-over. If I had just done things a little differently I’d be well on my way.

[Anonymous No.23357291]

Name an author with a radically different political opinion from yours who you nevertheless like a lot.

[Anonymous No.23357315]

>>23357021
>enjoys taking it up the ass

[Anonymous No.23357321]

>>23357243
Already happened to me

>>23357054
You blind or something?

[Anonymous No.23357326]

>>23357030
Exactly. At least guitar based music is interesting

[Anonymous No.23357333]

>from
You used "from" when "by" perfectly sufficed. What were you thinking? Stop it.

[Anonymous No.23357382]

Just got my psyllium husk powder. I'll let you know how solid my shit this tomorrow. Thanks anon for recommending.

[Anonymous No.23357394]

>>23357291
Foucault

[Anonymous No.23357407]

Reading about how hellbent prots were on iconoclasm of temples and art during the reformation really seems to confirm my suspicion that the reformation was the resemiticization of christianity. No wonder prots and muslims always got along.

[Anonymous No.23357432]

When a post on /lit/ derisively refers to someone as a 'humanist,' what exactly are they attacking? Do they mean atheist? Or 'all humans are alike and equal' idealist? Or something else?

[Anonymous No.23357444]

>>23357432
Probably the archetypical image of Bertrand Russell. So it's kind of a synonym for redditor. "Reddit" as an insult is also like a chimera of multiple things people dislike around here.

[Anonymous No.23357450]

I went to a coffeeshop near the local university to finish some work tasks and read a bit today and it occurred to me while eavesdropping on the real well-educated that any chance for me ever to be even slightly clever was gone.

[Anonymous No.23357454]

What is the point of reading if you aren't smart?

[Anonymous No.23357459]

I'm countering my addiction to masturbation by inserting my fetishes into my writing. It's working alright, I think.
>>23357450
You could always fake it; there's a good chance they were too.

[Anonymous No.23357460]

>>23357444
Yeah it does come across as an empty, shifting signifier at times, much like 'redditor' as you said, which is why I was hoping there really was some real meaning behind its usage.

[Anonymous No.23357465]

>>23357459
>You could always fake it; there's a good chance they were too.
Parts can be faked, but not the full suite of skills. I am fucked. I am damned to a life of emptiness.

[Anonymous No.23357466]

>>23356563
I think there's an awfully good reason that almost every culture on the planet independently comes up with the idea of "balance" as a key tenant for life

[Anonymous No.23357479]

>>23357465
No one needs the full suite. I've devoted most of my studying and personal improvement to three areas; history, programming, and learning a second language. For basically everything else that requires non-trivial effort, I'm completely useless.
That's OK. I don't need to know how to do plumbing, because I can call a plumber. I don't need to know how to do heart surgery, or manufacture trains, or research carbon capture. The point of society is we can all specialize a bit and do what we want to do, and by casting a very wide net of individuals with varying aspirations and cover most all bases.
Figuring out what's gonna fill your emptiness is your own problem though, but I'm sure you'll make it.

[Anonymous No.23357486]

>>23357460
It's not an empty signifier just because it does not signify a singular thing. It's only that reddit as a phenomenon isn't defined by any one of its constituent parts alone but rather the overall picture these parts paint.

[Anonymous No.23357496]

>>23357054
this but unironically. i mean im sure she's a nice person but dunno what people see in her in terms of appearance

[Anonymous No.23357508]

I don't know what to say

[Anonymous No.23357510]

>>23357479
>No one needs the full suite
You misunderstand me, or maybe I don't make myself clear enough. There is a set of skills needed to live well: parts can be faked, but not all at once.

[Anonymous No.23357526]

I often find myself thinking of women more like a part of and an extension of nature, like one thinks of a pigeon, a cat or a tree rather than individuals with a personality. Not even in a demeaning way, but in the sense that they come off like they're all terminals of a natural biocomputer somewhere in the core of the Earth just letting woman.exe do its thing.

[Anonymous No.23357536]

Everybody talks about self-compassion, self-forgiveness, self-this or that as a first step to becoming a better, more functional, less outwardly and inwardly horrid person. The thing is I don't want any of that. I feel terrible that I have hurt and continue to hurt people and certainly don't want that to continue. I want to see everyone else happy. I want a better world for everyone, but not myself.
Even if everyone forgave me, and they won't, I would still want to suffer. I believe consciously that I am a worse person than nearly everyone else and that this is true and will continue to be true irrespective of any of my actions. I do not want to forgive myself, ever. I want to suffer more, even if there's no end or point. I want to hurt worse and worse forever.

[Anonymous No.23357538]

>>23357536
What have you done to other people that’s so terrible?

[Anonymous No.23357543]

>>23357508
Just say thank you.

[Anonymous No.23357562]

>>23357538
Small, repeated things, like taking up too much space and repeating trust. I am not and never have been great enough to do single very bad things. My rottenness is intrinsic, permanent, and absolute, irrespective of any surface actions or presentations.

[Anonymous No.23357568]

>>23356077
Checked. Keep going anon. But if you believe you can do better then take the leap. Also read Junger’s the Forest Passage

[Anonymous No.23357571]

>>23357536
I'm the same way. If no one ever tries to save me from this (and no one will) I'll probably kill myself eventually.

[Anonymous No.23357572]

>>23357454
Good way to past time since reading is slow and requires effort.

[Anonymous No.23357580]

>>23356382
If we are being honest with ourselves….there is an entire army of liberal white women age 40-70 who fit this description. They have completely detached from reality and have gone insane.

[Anonymous No.23357594]

qt coworker finally mentioned she has a bf today after weeks of flirting and stringing me along. what a relief. now I can treat her like the rest of the retards on my shift.

[Anonymous No.23357595]

>>23357002
he just responded and all he said was "nuh uh" for 6 minutes

[Anonymous No.23357606]

>>23356382
Interesting observations, although wouldn't you say that line of thinking is imprecise? More awareness would be more in line with reality whereas less awareness would be away from reality. I would say this is also a case of the voices of a minority being louder than the majority. Most people will buy what's familiar or cheaper depending on the eating quality.

[Anonymous No.23357607]

>>23357543
haha

[Anonymous No.23357625]

you can't convince me that even 10 years ago it was this hard to court / date / marry in the US .

[Anonymous No.23357632]

>>23357508
Just say what’s in your heart.

[Anonymous No.23357660]

I'm socially volcel but economically incel

[Anonymous No.23357666]

>>23357660
read Whatever by hourllebecq

[Anonymous No.23357674]

>>23357666
Another day of emptiness. Continuing to literally die, for one, because of several health issues, not to mention that I may actually have tuberculosis from two separate exposures. I've been coughing blood and phlegm off and on for years- no history of smoking, no drinking, no drugs, early twenties, not fat.
I can't and won't get treated because of social anxiety. I would prefer to suffer this way and kill myself.

[Anonymous No.23357675]

Another day of emptiness. Continuing to literally die, for one, because of several health issues, not to mention that I may actually have tuberculosis from two separate exposures. I've been coughing blood and phlegm off and on for years- no history of smoking, no drinking, no drugs, early twenties, not fat.
I can't and won't get treated because of social anxiety. I would prefer to suffer this way and kill myself.

[Anonymous No.23357676]

>>23357674
Oh hey tb anon, hope you're full no contact hermit

[Anonymous No.23357679]

>>23357675
Might as well write something substantial so we have something to remember you by, leper.

[Anonymous No.23357687]

not gonna lie sometimes i think about resorting back to my coomer ways. one month clean so far, but my last streak was 2 months. i just don't know sometimes. thr only legit way to release this kind of outlet is obviously marriage, but i'm way too old now and way too autistic. i just don't see it. and so this is my life? just to wrestle with this forever? i don't drink i don't smoke, i just feel genuine physical frustration from this you know, and the worst part is i know i'll feel good for 5 minutes, then feel like crap from all the shame and self-disappointment. at this point it's not even about cooming anymore it's the fact that i made previous promises to myself, keep breaking it, then do it again. this has been going on for years. why? because there's just no outlet

it's so over bros. imagine trading coom over heaven, it's such a stupid deal but when it's coom for the next decades to come it just seems so enticing. ah who am i kidding, let's say i choose coom, tomorrow i get into a car accident and don't even get it again, because i made the wrong choice. fuggg

[Anonymous No.23357690]

>>23357675
I'm starting to think that depression is a type of mental retardation

[Anonymous No.23357692]

>>23357687
What about a hobby

[Anonymous No.23357705]

>>23357692
outgrew video games, my hobby now is supposed to be reading. i got a bunch of books right here but i try to read, get distracted for a second, and realise hey im already comfy and have my phone right here. then i see what's happening, stop, and get back to reading for a bit until the cycle repeats itself

[Anonymous No.23357751]

>>23357687
The coming decades will show the insidious effects porn has had on society. I am 30 years old. I was watching hardcore porn on limewire, on my PSP, on the first iPhone, all since middle school. Just wait until guys like me turn 40, 50, and all of the boys growing up now who have it even worse. It's going to be bad. It's unprecedented.

[Anonymous No.23357759]

alcohol, blackjack and hookers did nothing for decades

[Anonymous No.23357791]

I’m thinking about moving to Pittsburgh. I’d rather leave Pennsylvania but there is just nowhere great to go.

[Anonymous No.23357802]

>>23357751
Yeah I was watching hardcore bondage porn at age 10. My first and only sexual relationship was deeply depraved and perverted. I worry that I can never have a normal and healthy relationship due to my obsession with bondage. I stopped watching porn years ago, but being a coomer all through my teenage years left me irreversibly warped.

[Anonymous No.23357849]

>>23357802
boys aren't meant to see Belladonna get ass fucked by a baseball bat in 5th grade. you're only supposed to see your sisters bush in the shower at best at that age.

[Anonymous No.23357857]

I really just want an older mentor as a lover, and eventually a husband. Someone who understands that I am sexually delayed and someone who can be patient and lead me through this part of my life that I have never discovered. Typing it out now, it sounds silly and childish, because it is. I’m just getting older and the older I get, the more delayed and late I become. I don’t make an attempt to seek men out because I’ve convinced myself that it’s set up for failure. A grown woman who wont have sex or at least entertain the fact to a potential mate is a woman that is undesirable. The thought of opening up to man is terrifying, but I can do so freely over an anonymous site like this. The last time I tried, I quickly retracted back into my shell and ended the so-called “relationship” after a few days. Granted, he acted like an ass at some points, but I don’t fully blame him because he didn’t know he was dealing with a woman who wasn’t ready for anything. I’m not ready to be consumed by a man but I want so much to be in love and to be loved. Many such cases.

[Anonymous No.23357876]

>>23357849
I saw your mom's bush on my face at that age

[Anonymous No.23357880]

>>23357857
>Many such cases.
Seriously?

[Anonymous No.23357882]

>>23355759
I think she hates me

[Anonymous No.23357883]

>>23357857
there are men out there that want to help and love you, because you really do deserve to be loved and cared for, but you also have to give these guys a chance. it also helps to be transparent and perhaps hint or day up front that you didn't date around and are inexperienced, that you are learning and want to do your best

for some men that might be a great turn on, imagine coming across a more pure and undefiled woman in year 2024 of our Lord. Men are natural simps, some will wait and go at your pace. Listen to your heart and do not give up on love just because of previous bad experienced or rather, inexperience. there is a lifetime of love ahead if you put yourself out there and simply be open to love, not as a transactional thing, but as a relationship: that you have love to give as well as love to receive

[Anonymous No.23357899]

The idea that you cannot being proud of being white because it’s something you born and that you should only be proud of things you done is stupid. If we think carefully then no one can be actually be proud of anything, the smart man was born to be smart, the charismatic person was born charismatic and so on, our accomplishment are products of our genes mostly and not a single one of us decide which genes we receive and which don’t so being proud of whiteness is as legitimate as someone who has worked for things in his life

[Anonymous No.23357902]

To be fair, can you even define that color? Genetics is something else entirely. You'd be Germanic or Scottish.

[Anonymous No.23357904]

>>23357883
I want to believe you, and I think I do. I’m a positive hopeless romantic at heart and I do believe God has paired us all. But the time spent and path towards finding your One is confusing and scary. I don’t have a lack of options, but really just a lack of judgement and commitment. I intend to marry the first and only person I fall in love with, and that condition has rendered my standards high I’ll admit. I also live too much online, dating apps are a tool to see what is out there. I know that my status as a woman is very desirable to many out there, but I realize the problem is myself; I haven’t yet come across a man that I want to marry and commit to. I don’t want to just “date” and see where things go. Dating sounds heartbreaking and tiring. Thank you for the positive words, nonetheless.

[Anonymous No.23357923]

>>23357904
Where you at? We should go out

[Anonymous No.23357934]

>>23357923
I’m in the northeast of burgerland. Do you only want to go out with me because I’m a virgin? What if I was a 350lb tranny?

[Anonymous No.23357936]

>>23357687
>not gonna lie sometimes i think about resorting back to my coomer ways. one month clean so far, but my last streak was 2 months. i just don't know sometimes. thr only legit way to release this kind of outlet is obviously marriage, but i'm way too old now and way too autistic. i just don't see it.
You've basically cucked yourself, and we both know it. As Houellebecq points out, neoliberal society increases desire (including sexual desire) through advertising and such without providing the means to satisfy it. You can make everyday a living hell by battling out your instincts, but this will make you hate yourself when you obviously fail and drive you into depression and self-hate (but all the self-improvement YouTubers will tell you to keep going, which will make you hate yourself even more). You can also try just jerking off once or twice a week to your imagination, but if you've been so buck-broken by porn as I have, your imagination won't be sufficient, only porn will be. It fucking sucks, but it's the way things are. Maybe getting a wife and fucking her would lead to less guilt, as St Paul says.

[Anonymous No.23357950]

>>23357934
Yeah if you're fat or ugly or a man I'm not interested.

[Anonymous No.23357963]

>>23357934
tits or gtfo

[Anonymous No.23357974]

>>23357950
In that case I’m actually a 45 yr old autistic mtf post-op so recovering rn and cant travel. Can you fly to me?

[Anonymous No.23358000]

I'm talking to a girl and she wants to come over and stay the night, this would normally be great but, bros, I sleep on the floor, I don't have a bed, what do I do?

[Anonymous No.23358006]

>>23358000
Buy a futon you stupid bastard. There ought to be a store close to you that has one.

[Anonymous No.23358011]

>>23358000
Say you're studying the Japanese way of life.

[Anonymous No.23358016]

>>23358000
Go pick her up and when you enter your place act as if someone robbed you or something

[Anonymous No.23358045]

>>23357632
:/

That isn't a good idea

[Anonymous No.23358047]

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Franz_Schmidt_(executioner)

[Anonymous No.23358048]

>wake up at 5am
>think to myself "fuck its too early", go back to sleep
>end up sleeping till 10am
>feel like I've wasted my morning
I fucking hate this shit

[Anonymous No.23358049]

Women are beautiful creatures who should be cherished everyday

[Anonymous No.23358055]

>>23358000
Just buy a matress bro it's ok-ish if it's on the floor as long as you make it look nice but you really should get a real bed.

Why do you sleep on the floor anyway? Doesn't that hurt?

[Anonymous No.23358058]

>>23358047
Who is this guy? Why do you bring it up?

[Anonymous No.23358061]

>>23358049
Some are, you should tell them when they are being shitheads though, and don't enable irrational emotional outbursts

[Anonymous No.23358062]

>>23358055
You'd think it would but it doesn't for me at least.

[Anonymous No.23358070]

>>23358062
I am assuming you are early 20s or late teens when I say it's ok-ish if you don't have a bed.

[Anonymous No.23358072]

>>23358058
His life is on my mind. Someone who made others overcome their prejudices through his will. Those are interesting.

[Anonymous No.23358073]

>>23358062
As for why. I haven't used one since I first moved out of my parent's place, I just didn't bring it when I moved to my first place and I was too lazy and cheap to get a new one, I guess, I've just been raw-dogging it ever since. And like I said, it isn't uncomfortable or anything for me so I don't see why I'd get one now. Doesn't matter though, I convinced her to make us sleep at hers tonight.

[Anonymous No.23358079]

>>23358073
>>23358070
>>23358062
You guys don't care much about hygiene huh? Good luck with the girls.

[Anonymous No.23358083]

>>23358058
Also his listed occupations on the right was kinda funny.

[Anonymous No.23358084]

>>23358072
>made people overcome prejudices through his will

I didn't see anything about that in the wiki, are you reading a book about him?

[Anonymous No.23358085]

>>23358079
If you think sleeping on the floor (which I keep clean because it's literally where I sleep) is dirty then you're retarded.

[Anonymous No.23358086]

>>23358085
Post floor.

[Anonymous No.23358089]

>>23358083
Lmao it's funny if you don't read about the career pivot

[Anonymous No.23358091]

>>23358084
Of course it's his own will. What else could it be?
>widely respected for his piety and steadfastness
What makes one executioner stand out from all the others, like his father or the previous executioner?

[Anonymous No.23358097]

>>23358091
I am not sure, but perhaps restraint, and not revelling in the violence. Perhaps he was more fair, or waited until more was confirmed before executing?

Also the pivot to a medical career seems like it may have been an attempt to make up for the violence, or something I'm not thinking of yet. It must have taken a lot to thrive as a healer with the reputation of executioner

[Anonymous No.23358102]

I hate how often my mind returns to the bartender ghost scene in Dr. Sleep where Lloyd's replacement says
>Medicine, that's what it is. Bonafide cure-all.

I hate that it rings true for me

[Anonymous No.23358112]

>>23358097
But his father didn't want to be an executioner and was forced to. Yet he never escaped that dishonourable life.

[Anonymous No.23358119]

>>23358102
I hope you find a way to alter that perspective because it's really just poison and the way you relate to that scene makes it seem like you've got a dependence. It's less like medicine and more like piling up trash in the spare room because it's easier to deal with in the moment, when you don't have to look at it, but eventually you'll have to clean up a mountain of garbage that will be more overwhelming and stressful than you could have imagined.

[Anonymous No.23358121]

>>23358112
The father never escaped the dishonorable life? It sounds like Franz did though, or did I read that incorrectly?

[Anonymous No.23358129]

Is anyone else getting their youtube recommended videos that have basically like sub 100 views?

[Anonymous No.23358133]

>>23358129
Yeah I think it's part of queers complaining Youtube is becoming an oligopoly of basedfacing faggot niggers due to the algorithm so they're adjusting the algorithm to suggest random faggot schizos with 50 views per vid once a day or something

Apologies for my vulgarity I've had a few

[Anonymous No.23358135]

>>23358121
His father never did. My point is that Franz was socially successful despite prejudices for being an executioner, and I think that people overcoming prejudices is special because it's not easy or typical.

[Anonymous No.23358149]

I am 100% convinced there is no god, there is no afterlife. This is all there is. Once I'm dead I'm gone for all eternity.

What should I do with the time I have left?

[Anonymous No.23358154]

I am going to start recording audiobooks. I have a mic coming in a few days.

[Anonymous No.23358156]

>>23358149
Enjoy yourself, have fun, and make others happy so they can enjoy the rest of their lives too. Just be a good person, anon.

[Anonymous No.23358157]

What is this fucking world? I am nothing. Millions are dying out there and I'm just sitting here doing nothing. One day I will die too and it will be all over. It will all be over!
No more anything. FOREVER.
And all I got in my little time alive was a puny mind in a puny body. I will never know, I will never understand.

[Anonymous No.23358159]

I have these insane fantasies of being a combat medic that persist even as I continue to read about the horrors of war

[Anonymous No.23358161]

>>23358154
What book are you gonna start with?

[Anonymous No.23358163]

>>23358154
Any books you want me to record?

[Anonymous No.23358171]

>>23358159
Never heard of a combat medic that gives up to be honest.

[Anonymous No.23358172]

I NEED to post on /tv/. I got banned for 3 days from it for replying "Lmao" to a cock thread. I don't think that's fair. I fucking NEED to shitpost terribly on /tv/. I've tried other boards and they don't fucking cut it. I need /tv/ like I need heroin. I miss my friends. The jannies shouldn't be able to ban me like this for simply laughing at a penis or a shit. I am exiled from my home. I have no friends, I have no family, I need /tv/. /tv/ is a human right.

[Anonymous No.23358174]

>>23358135
Depends on the prejudices I suppose, some can never be overcome

[Anonymous No.23358175]

>>23358161
I want to record audiobooks for books that don't already have audiobooks for them or that books where the audiobook is behind a paywall.But I do have a few books in mind.

[Anonymous No.23358177]

>>23358172
Why is it so much fun shitposting there? I never go to tv

[Anonymous No.23358191]

>>23356115
Promises -- they break before they're made
Sometimes... sometimes

[Anonymous No.23358199]

>>23358175
You're gonna run into some legal issues if you're planning on uploading them somewhere.

[Anonymous No.23358214]

I have a tendency that once certain obsessive rules I have against many things around my life fail, I have to reset them again. This all or nothing mindset torments me.

[Anonymous No.23358225]

Why am I even alive if I can't even contribute by doing the most simple of tasks like having a job? Seriously, I'm worthless, I don't deserve to be alive.

[Anonymous No.23358233]

>>23358177
it's fast and the general userbase responds fast (You)'s, especially if you post certain key words or phrases when certain stimuli is shown. essentially, these are people who incestually fuck and suck each other's inside jokes to the point where for hours on end, they post the most unapologetically low quality content for laughs at each other's own inside knowing-ness

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H-Ij7yP2iAs

[Anonymous No.23358241]

>>23358225
Sometimes examples are a contribution too.

[Anonymous No.23358252]

>>23355786
The good of your grandfather will live on forever in your and your children. Godspeed, my friend.

[Anonymous No.23358258]

>>23355759
Man why is it that the vast majority of women who show interest in me are ugly as fucking sin?

>inb4 ur prolly even more ugly
bros... don't say that bros...

[Anonymous No.23358268]

>>23357974
i'm the same way as you, except i'm a man -- not the tranny thing, the thing about fearing intimacy. in college a girl grinded her ass on me in a bar and it upset me immensely. i didn't leave my dorm room for a while after that. that feels shameful to admit, because what kind of red-blooded human man gets literally traumatized by a sexy girl shaking her ass on him? i don't know, it felt like a violation. other guys seem to just not be affected by that kind of thing, so i guess i'm a fag or something. the idea of cuddling sounds great, but i can't see myself ever reaching that level of comfort with someone. anyway good luck, maybe the solution is to just flip a coin on someone and commit in spite of the initial horror

[Anonymous No.23358307]

Reading 300 by Frank Miller. Also reading Children of Dune (I have a feeling this one might take me awhile) as well as Magic: History / Theory / Practice by Dr. Ernst Schertel which I've been slowly picking away at (it's only about 160 pages). In other news, I've been talking to a nice girl. Will it turn into a relationship? I doubt it. It never does. She's too good for me anyways. God, I need a job so bad. But I want a relationship more.

[Anonymous No.23358342]

>>23358241
What would I be an example of that doesn't already exist?

[Anonymous No.23358345]

>>23358307
>God, I need a job so bad. But I want a relationship more.
Depending on how old you are, your chances of getting into a relationship without having a job are pretty low. The older you get, the more women want a man with a stable job, this isn't too much to ask for.

[Anonymous No.23358349]

>>23358258
Are you Australian? Our women are very ugly.

[Anonymous No.23358358]

Another unsuccessful date

[Anonymous No.23358379]

>>23358358
You'll get em next time, anon, NEVER GIVE UP!!!

https://youtu.be/KxGRhd_iWuE?si=DJou-dAr5rEpsmNN

[Anonymous No.23358400]

>>23355759
I feel as if woman aren't human.

[Anonymous No.23358404]

>>23358358
I've been there brother.

[Anonymous No.23358408]

>>23358358
Its okay anon, better luck next time.

On a side note, I did go on a date and turns out the girl is very similar to my ex and I don't want to date her anymore.

[Anonymous No.23358422]

>>23358400
chuddie incel

[Anonymous No.23358454]

Bros...I...

[Anonymous No.23358470]

>>23358258
I don't know a single guy who got his wish when it comes to how his gf looks.
I think there is some conspiracy going on. Only girls that you don't find attractive will ever like you.

[Anonymous No.23358471]

>>23358470
Guys are reachers, girls are settlers. This is the way it always has been and this is the way it always will be, no point in complaining about it.

[Anonymous No.23358472]

>>23358471
But all the guys settled and all the girls are reachers in this case.

[Anonymous No.23358485]

>>23358470
>I think there is some conspiracy going on.

Instragram change the dynamics of dating.
Used to be that girls cared less about a man's appearance, but now it's a status symbol thing.
What I mean is, you Instagram a lawyer or a doctor. It doesn't come across the photos. So what comes across? Height, nice full hair, north European looks, nice teeth and a handsome face.

[Anonymous No.23358495]

I have always liked milfs. But now I am 30 and it just doesn't hit the same. I want to be 21 banging desperate 40 yr old housewives forever.

[Anonymous No.23358497]

Writing helps me be the person I want to be.
When I don't feel like doing something I know I should do, I just write a character, my ongoing, protagonist in my head. They are my guiding light and they always do the right thing.
I then copy what the character does.

[Anonymous No.23358504]

>>23358349
Even worse, mate. I'm in the UK, not even in London where you at least get hot foreign chicks. In the fucking midlands

[Anonymous No.23358507]

>>23358504
Yeah, you're fucked. I say it all the time, English women are gross, from the accent to the attitude to the looks, nothing good.

[Anonymous No.23358509]

>>23358504
I like pale rosy skin. Even though they might have wonky faces I think I would enjoy it there.
I'm stuck in Germany right now. It's kinda depressing.

[Anonymous No.23358515]

>>23358509
Aren't there tall Aryan goddesses with hair like spun gold, alabaster skin, and otherworldly hyperborean grace on every corner?

[Anonymous No.23358523]

Thread devolved into talking about women yet again.
Wasn't always like this, you made it boring.

[Anonymous No.23358531]

>>23358507
Right on. They're fucking disgusting, mate. The amount of make-up on their face is unfathomable to me. Their teeth is fucked. The way their tongue bobbles around when their speak in their disgusting accents (specific brummie). Their fucking entitled as hell. The way their skin gets filled with grease every fucking time they stuff their faces with chips after a night out.

Fuck all this brexit shit man. Bring in more wholesome polish and Ukrainian cutie3.14s RIGHT NOW

>>23358515
The only women more ugly than the English are the German. But at least the German women are autistic enough to the point where it feels they have a real personality

[Anonymous No.23358532]

>>23358515
They mostly don't talk to you or anybody they don't know.
It's very depressing.

What's even more depressing is that there's like 15% of them who maintain a classy appearance, and those ones have standards that I will never match. The rest are all fucked up with tats and piercings and shit.

[Anonymous No.23358535]

>>23358523
When you don't wash your pussy, it smells.
The whole lecture room can smell it.

[Anonymous No.23358544]

>>23358535
Hmm? Sniff sniff, someone selling fish in the lecture hall?

[Anonymous No.23358551]

>>23358535
And yet even then, a loser like you would lick it clean

[Anonymous No.23358552]

>>23358544
It smells disgusting. There's nothing exciting about it at all.
It's not like when girls have slightly smelly armpits or something. It's a putrid stench.

[Anonymous No.23358553]

>>23358551
Funny how girls call you a loser when you reject them.

[Anonymous No.23358555]

>>23358531
You guys are lucky though, you do have the cutest Indian women in the world, even India doesn't compare.

[Anonymous No.23358558]

>>23358553
Reject? You think I offered you anything?
Just go fuck off to /adv/, /r9k/ or /soc/ if you want to whine about wanting a gf.
Just leave, you're boring.

[Anonymous No.23358559]

>>23358523
I'd rather this than people talking about philosophy or politics, that's literally never entertaining.

[Anonymous No.23358560]

>>23358558
It's that period of the month again, huh?

[Anonymous No.23358568]

>>23358559

Politics is fun. The problem is when you get one of the trolls you interjects only to try to convince you that being a slave is actually the ideal place for you, or something demented like that.

[Anonymous No.23358570]

>>23358559
It might be entertaining if they talked about what interactions they had.
They never come to that point, just looking at them from afar and seething about them here.
>>23358560
How come you're here and not on r9k?
Be with your own kind, loser.

[Anonymous No.23358575]

>>23358570
Watch out your meth trailer is catching on fire.
Quick, go piss on it.

[Anonymous No.23358581]

What non-reading related hobbies do /lit/ have?

[Anonymous No.23358582]

>>23358555
True, I visited London a few times and the Indian girls there were top tier cuties. No ugly tattoos, no caked on makeup, no disgustingly unflattering skimpy clothing. Unfortunately, in my area, the brown girls are mostly brits of pakistani/punjabi origin and they're ruined as well. A couple generations in England completely fucks the bloodline, it seems.

Btw aren't there lots of Asian cuties in Australia?

[Anonymous No.23358584]

>>23358581
Wow that's really cute
Post more of ur cute drawings

[Anonymous No.23358586]

>>23358581
Gay sex

[Anonymous No.23358588]

>>23358581
I like watching movies, TV shows, and combat sports. I've been watching a movie every single day for over three years if that tells you how much I like to do it.

[Anonymous No.23358593]

>>23358582
>the brown girls are mostly brits of pakistani/punjabi origin
So, Indian?
>Btw aren't there lots of Asian cuties in Australia?
There are, none of them want me, unfortunately, but they exist.

[Anonymous No.23358595]

>>23358581
I play TTRPGs with modified rules so I can do it solo. So I basically just sit alone having imaginary adventures that are semi-randomized by dice rolls.

It may sound a little lonely, but it better than interacting with people from the scene.

[Anonymous No.23358599]

The issue that the bourgeoisie had with feudalism wasn't that it was oppressive but that it stood in the way of capitalism.

[Anonymous No.23358600]

>>23358593
Huge difference between brits of Indian origin and Indians, mate. The more English they are, the more unpleasant they are to be around. I avoid these women like the plague.

>none of them want me
RIP bruv

[Anonymous No.23358605]

Researched Panera Charged Lemonade death in /ck/, found this strangely poetic reply:

> Stand amongst the ashes of a trillion dead zoomers, and ask the ghosts if the caffeine buzz matters. FR no cap is your answer.

Thought you frens may appreciate it.

source: >>/ck/thread/20267807#p20272390

[Anonymous No.23358612]

>>23358599
No shit. The Americans revolted because their tobacco slave plantations were being hindered from moving west because the English had signed some kind of treaty with the Natives.

Then they invented that bullshit about tea taxes.

But is that wrong? Capitalism is an improvement over feudalism. There are even arguments that claim that democracy is a result of capitalism. As flawed as our current political-economic system is, it's still better than what came before it.

[Anonymous No.23358619]

Anyone know where to go for gamebook discussion? I'm talking about Fighting Fantasy and Lonewolf, stuff like that. I have no idea if threads pop up here or on /tg/ or what have you. I really like the genre.

[Anonymous No.23358626]

>>23358581
Gym and Painting.

[Anonymous No.23358627]

Going to get high enough I forget i'm chronically ill and fuck my shit up doing normal people stuff

[Anonymous No.23358635]

>>23355975
>>23355941
>>23355905
He was the surrogate father figure of the time. He would be a podcaster selling vitamins if he were alive today

[Anonymous No.23358636]

>>23358635
Those types give me the creeps.

Is there any contemporary "surrogate father figure" who is morally decent?

[Anonymous No.23358640]

>>23356077
Are you me (been saying this for the past 3 years btw. Still hate it here. Still too much of a coward to change). Honestly I'm surprised I haven't been let go. My success rate for repairs has really dropped off since I stopped giving a shit about electronics.

[Anonymous No.23358657]

>>23358268
That sounds like sexual assault desu. I’m sorry anon. I feel like sexual acts like that render both people into animals rather than human and if you’re someone who values love, romance, and connection; sex will be a very weird thing. I once had a guy comment on how big my ass was and I felt violated too. Not that I was actually violated, but it scared me that someone would view me like that against my own will. Knowing that they do not give a shit about me outside of how my body makes them feel. It’s a bad feeling. I would love to be sexual in the future, but only with someone I unconditionally trust. But it is hard to find that person.

[Anonymous No.23358674]

>>23358600
They're not the cute, nerdy, bubbly, brown queens that I think they are?

[Anonymous No.23358681]

>>23358636
Its always according to the morals of the day (either against the status quo or affirming it, which ever gets the bigger market numbers. Not that I think that is a conscious decision on the creators part, more just a function of the fact that they are popular) so no. But honestly you probably only think that their ever was one because you are so unhappy with the morality of the status quo AND that of those who appose the status quo that you romanticize the morality of those that came before as a kind of third way, missing all the negative that was attached to such moral systems because you never had to live them. In other words you romanticize the ideal of past moral systems that were never practiced because you hate the reality of all of your current options. Understandable honestly.

[Anonymous No.23358734]

He's doing it again

[Anonymous No.23358788]

I'm starting to the that we (us, here. [You]) are based.

[Anonymous No.23358824]

I’ve spent the last six years trying to recover from a mistake I made six years ago.

[Anonymous No.23358828]

>>23358681
Literally of them are flawed aren't they?

Like the ones like ones like Rogan and Tate are not even worth discussing, but then you come across some personality with good solid morals and you're starting to admire them. Then you look them up:
>thrice divorced
>7 extra-matrimonial affairs
It's always like this. If they don't have disgusting opinions then they must have a fucked up personal life.

[Anonymous No.23358830]

In the priority of things, asking the right questions comes before providing the correct answers.

[Anonymous No.23358833]

Last night was about the 5th night in a row where I had a nightmare

[Anonymous No.23358836]

>>23358833
You should stop sleeping, nightmares only come when you're asleep.

[Anonymous No.23358839]

>>23358828
Divorces aren’t exactly a black mark considering it takes two people to not divorce. Usually it’s women that initiate divorce.

[Anonymous No.23358841]

>>23358636
The people with upright morale and virtue don’t get signal boosted by the media to becoming public figures at all. That, or they’re weird cringe evangelicals and Mormons.

[Anonymous No.23358845]

>>23355975
I think a lot of his generation felt like he was talking to them. Plus, the personal biography and persona of an author is what matters most from the 20th century onward. Why do you think chuds read Yukio Mishima even though he wrote delicate romance novels? Nobody actually cares about the fiction. What gets you read is your biography, and since nobody today has a good one, nobody gets read.

[Anonymous No.23358849]

>>23358839

It is to me. I know that in the modern world, it is considered normal, but to me it is a huge deal.
I would never get involved with a divorced person.

[Anonymous No.23358850]

>>23358841
>weird cringe evangelicals and Mormons

All fine and dandy, until you touch some geopolitical topics and then they are there in front of you supporting war and imperialism.

[Anonymous No.23358855]

>>23358850
I had in mind actually guys like Rick Santorum, who is neither evangelical or Mormon but just reeks of some kind of weird sterile Christian cult even though I think he’s actually Roman Catholic. These people are too clean and buttoned up to be admirable.

[Anonymous No.23358858]

>>23358849
But if you marry and your wife decides to divorce you for no reason there’s nothing you can do about that

[Anonymous No.23358865]

>>23358858
No, you're right.
But statistically, the guy whose wife remains with him is a better women understander, so I would rather have him as a person to look up to.

[Anonymous No.23358868]

>>23358855
Dude no.
I was talking about some wholesome Christian missionary types not a literal Satan snake like that.

[Anonymous No.23358878]

After reading a guide on prose and writing fiction, I realize just how much can be fucked up. I was aware of most of these things such as cadence, mannerism, and things of that nature. But I have a more thorough view now. There's so much work that goes into making a good paragraph that it's painful.
My biggest problem is that with a background in sciences I want to use Latinate and abstract terms more but it makes readers angry. I want to strike a balance somehow and have both concrete words supporting abstract bullshit.

[Anonymous No.23358879]

>>23358258
Same here. It's probably to do with being ugly or average at best and the fact that attractive women get tons of attention from men and have relatively few dry spells compared to fugly ones

[Anonymous No.23358885]

>>23358879
>>23358258

The ones who show interest are on the lower end of what you can get. They show interest because they are reaching.

Women typically don't approach first. So try to approach some girls you find attractive. It will obviously be harder, but you play the numbers game until you find one that likes you back.

It's like finding a job. You can go become a burger flipper immediately, but you probably have higher aspirations. But the better paid jobs require more effort and you will be faced with more rejection.

[Anonymous No.23358895]

>>23355759
I leant upon a coppice gate
When Frost was spectre-grey,
And Winter's dregs made desolate
The weakening eye of day.
The tangled bine-stems scored the sky
Like strings of broken lyres,
And all mankind that haunted nigh
Had sought their household fires.

The land's sharp features seemed to be
The Century's corpse outleant,
His crypt the cloudy canopy,
The wind his death-lament.
The ancient pulse of germ and birth
Was shrunken hard and dry,
And every spirit upon earth
Seemed fervourless as I.

At once a voice arose among
The bleak twigs overhead
In a full-hearted evensong
Of joy illimited;
An aged thrush, frail, gaunt, and small,
In blast-beruffled plume,
Had chosen thus to fling his soul
Upon the growing gloom.

So little cause for carolings
Of such ecstatic sound
Was written on terrestrial things
Afar or nigh around,
That I could think there trembled through
His happy good-night air
Some blessed Hope, whereof he knew
And I was unaware.

[Anonymous No.23358900]

>>23358836
My waking life is a nightmare

[Anonymous No.23358907]

>>23358865
Something like 90% of divorces in marriages where the woman is educated are initiated by the woman. So it seems to me to have little to do with understanding women. It seems to me like they get bored, as all women will in a marriage, and decide, with the help of the law, to end the marriage and take her husband for a ride.

[Anonymous No.23358913]

I’m really worried that I have a thyroid disorder.

[Anonymous No.23358915]

>>23358900
Maybe the seven seas are for you. You'll never get a better sleep and have sweeter dreams than when you're rocked to sleep by the waves.

[Geku No.23358917]

>>23358913
I'm going to make war with you. You claim you cannot help yourselves. Thus, you need to be controlled. I will be as severe as it makes me more comfortable as normal. You will look up to me if you are to have one of your episodes.

[Anonymous No.23358919]

>>23358913
Then go to the doctor? They literally just touch your neck a bit, draw some blood, then tell you to fuck off and wait for your results. I've done it before, it's piss easy.

[Anonymous No.23358920]

>>23358828
They are and always have been. They are human beings.

[Anonymous No.23358922]

>>23358885
You could be right. I've only asked out one girl in my life. I thought she was way out my league but she did say yes

[Geku No.23358925]

Why? It will be profitable for me. If you are this waste product, which You're assured is waste, and I am this, I will profit.

>You'll trip over!

"SHE FELL OVA"

[Anonymous No.23358926]

Stop talking about women and gender dynamics for one fucking second I'm probably lonelier and more isolated than any of you but I'm sick of hearing about women as
aaaaaaaaa

[Anonymous No.23358937]

I feel like it's kind of ironic that despite avant garde poetry often being stereotyped as some sort of sandbox for degenerate communist jews the two best remembered and most influential modernist poets are a politically traditionalist, anti-semitic catholic convert and a guy who was even more antisemitic and almost got executed for treason after WW2.

[Anonymous No.23358938]

>>23358926
Femoid hands wrote this.

[Anonymous No.23358941]

>>23358922
It really does come down to a few things. Some of those things are as follows but not limited to:
>Looking presentable (Yes, you can look presentable no matter how many excuses you make)
>Not acting like a creep (It's really not that hard, guys, come on, I believe in you)
>Persistence (I don't mean persisting after the same woman if she rejects you, I mean don't get down after facing a rejection or two, the right one is out there)
>Good hygiene.
>Just being a normal fucking person (I promise it's not hard, I fucking promise)

[Anonymous No.23358942]

>>23358926
There's not much more to life than pussy and foids

[Anonymous No.23358944]

>>23358926
It's either this or hearing mouth breathers go:
>Muh capitalism.
>Muh comunism.
>Muh socialism.
>Muh (insert boring political thing here).

[Anonymous No.23358948]

>>23358937
Who are you talking about?

[Anonymous No.23358951]

>>23358948
Eliot and Pound.

[Anonymous No.23358961]

[Anonymous No.23358994]

>>23358919
Obviously, I’m going to see a doctor but what kind of reply is this? I’m worried about the illness, not getting it diagnosed.

[Anonymous No.23359008]

>>23358915
Can't. I get sea sick -_-

[Anonymous No.23359009]

>>23358994
How are you gonna get it treated if you won't get it diagnosed? How are they meant to treat the unknown?

[Anonymous No.23359031]

I keep seeing videos on Instagram of Chinese bros just fucking around and having fun and it's the funniest shit I've ever seen, man, they make me laugh.

[Anonymous No.23359036]

>>23358951
>>23358937

Seems to me that the antisemites are just bigots and racists. That is, they don't just hate Jews, but pretty much everyone who isn't their particular flavour of race/class/political leaning, although they might hate Jews especially because Jews are successful unlike say, the Italians or the Irish.
Either way, nothing to applaud.

[Anonymous No.23359077]

>45 minute lesbian domination porn with the most heinous things i've ever seen
>facesitting
>girl keeps panties on the entire time
>her asshole is literally visible AND touching the other girl's face
>but it doesn't count.... i had my panties on
Those are some magical fuckin panties

[Anonymous No.23359086]

>>23359077
Doesn't seem that heinous to me

[Anonymous No.23359095]

>>23359008
Well, shit, go do some peyote or ayahuasca with some Native American tribal leaders or some shit, maybe that'll help.

[Anonymous No.23359101]

Im boring
Cant focus
Halfass everything
The end

[Anonymous No.23359104]

>>23359036
>Jews are successful unlike say, the Italians

[Anonymous No.23359108]

>>23359101
Welcome to the club, sport.

[Anonymous No.23359138]

>>23359031
They're really funny, I agree

[Anonymous No.23359218]

I don't want to keep numbing myself with porn... or do I?
All I do in my waking hours is wait for the time I can numb myself through some form of escapism, like reading, writing, watching TV, drinking... I'm barely here, in "reality". My mind is always somewhere else, or trying desperately to be somewhere else.
If reality is not dull and boring, it is mind-fucking overwhelming. I was tempted to let the insanity in. Let boredom fuck with my brain, let reality sink in, but it's too much.
I always go back to sucking my metaphorical thumb by beating my non-metaphorical cock. I escape for a couple of blissful seconds into a world of pure sexual bliss. To the external observer, could anyone peer into my mind, this land would be a nightmarish assault on the senses. A magical endless place where time and space are meaningless and everything is frozen yet in motion. There is no pain, no sorrow, no morals, no duties, no god but me.
Flesh and bodies become like clay in my mind's eye. The characters that inhabit this twisted landscape have no will of their own, have no history and have no future. They will serve their purpose and then they will be discarded, returned to some dark part of my mind where I keep all my sex puppets.
I make them dance for me. I make them cry and scream. I no longer exist here with you. I only exist with them, for them.

And then I'm back, and the world has moved on without me.

[Anonymous No.23359237]

>>23358961
hmmmmmm

[Anonymous No.23359289]

I hate that I’m an academic. I am a parasite.

[Anonymous No.23359305]

>>23359289
No more than any other job.

[Anonymous No.23359308]

a NEW >>23359307
>>23359307
>>23359307
>>23359307

[Anonymous No.23359484]

>>23358635
kek

[Anonymous No.23359603]

>>23359095
It definitely will not. I watched my brother when he did peyote and he had a crazy trip and chased me around with a butcher knife. No going through that shit again

[Anonymous No.23359636]

>>23359237
N

[Anonymous No.23359748]

>>23358199
Why?

[Anonymous No.23360296]

>>23358199
Wouldn't the worst that happens be that they just take it down?